Tuesday, 5 January 2016

Anxious and Worried

Well, you know most high school graduates looking for job after SPM, well I am not working because my father forbid me to do so. So, I am just staying at home. Seeing my friends working made me jealous and every time I meet my friends, they will ask me " Did you get a job?". I always tell my father that most of my friends are working now. Then suddenly he ask me to work at his workplace and that he will pay me, but I rather not take the money, just helping him because he had to pay for my university fees later. Other than that, I am worried and nervous because I have to give a lecture to my father's friends who are lecturers. I think this is too sudden and I have to give a lecture on how to use Prezi. I can finish the lecture in half an hour. I feel stressed and my father told his friends that I will give the lecture. Argh! It's not that I don't want to do it, it  will be a good experience for me but I am not comfortable with giving a lecture to someone that are much older than me. If I decline, my father will be disappointed and later, when giving the lecture, I have to be careful with my words because they are older than me. I also have to figure out how to give out the half an hour content to a one hour content. I always ask this to myself, "They can learn this by themselves, why I have to give a lecture about it?", then my father said "They don't have time for it". I guess I have to do it no matter what. I have been mentally prepared and I think I can do it for me and my father.

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