Finished SPM, now work!

I finished SPM, I took 10 subjects all of it. I hope I can get straight A's, really, I did my best, it was better than my trial. Anyway, I am going to take my driving lesson and continued on my blog project. Actually, before the exam start, I did a part time job at my father's workplace. I finished my work really fast and I just got my pay yesterday. If I want to continue my part time job, I can go there and continue my service. LOL. Also now, I am helping my father make his new book, I stayed up late last night to correct the formatting. It was really tiring. I also make book covers with my sister. We ended up did a lot of it, it was really enjoying and I am looking forward to make a new one for my father's book next edition. Now, off to do my project.Wassalam.

Tired and Annoyed

The teacher will never stop giving us homework.My hands also won't stop working. I am tired with all these but I had to endure it because this is my SPM year. No pain no gain! Last Friday, the chairman of PIBG came to our class and asked us why we didn't paint our class new. "Okay, where is the money?" I wanted to say that to him but of course it's rude. He gave us RM 50 and do you think that value is enough to buy a can of paint? After he said that our class is not so beautiful and also said that other class is better than ours, we decided to give all out on the class. My allowance need to be increased. After this our class must be the most beautiful and cheerful in the whole school. 

Dilemma? = (

I miss writing on my blog. It's been a long time since I last updated my blog. I was going to update my blog on my first day of school of 2015 but it didn't happen because I was soooo busy! I have to do my homework and do my duty as the chairman (pengerusi) of my school library. And of course this year I have a very important exam that is SPM. I hope that I will get a good result and get a scholarship. 

Last year, I was appointed as the chairman of the library based on the majority vote done by all the librarians. Actually, I expected that this was going to happen. I always thought that the teacher wanted someone else to be the leader. That was my problem until now. I always think of the small matters that only bothers me, I also didn't know whether it was true or not. My father gave me an advice not to think or take seriously about what others talk about me, 'I am the president so I don't give a damn about what other people talk about me'. I hope that I am like that and didn't bother about everything else and just do my work. 

My wish is to bring the library to a whole new level with new system that I create so that my batch always get praised by our juniors. When I am doing something, I set a high goal and make sure to reach that goal. I want to be a perfect leader to the librarians and show to my juniors how we do our work and hoping that they will also follow our steps. Among my friends who are the committee members of the library, I am most uncomfortable with my secretary, he does his work perfectly and he is one of the excellent student that I admire, he didn't even need tuition and yet he scores in exam. That's what I lack but I always think that everyone has their own potential. Whenever I make a decision, I decide based on their decision too. My secretary scolded me that I took four hours to reply his message. I replied him back saying that my phone doesn't have internet connection and how was I supposed to reply his message. Furthermore, my family always travel and like I said my phone doesn't have internet connection and all they can do is to give me SMS. Because of that I felt guilty until now and I always think what other way can I be a good leader to them. This is what I think "How can a leader teach others yet the leader ownself makes mistake". Please don't condemn me, this is how I naturally think.

The most important thing is that everyone knows that I seldom smile and I am an antisocial person. I am trying to overcome that and become more brave in facing people. I believe that people succeed is because they are brave. I am going to hold on to that.

By the way, I am going to post more after this since I am alone at home. My sisters were all gone to boarding school, a better school. I always long for them. That is why I'm going to write more.

Things That Happens Today

In the morning, my mother, my sister and I went to NSK for grocery shopping for the whole month. Although it was in the morning, there were so many people there. It was really hard for me to control the trolley so I just parked it and guarded it while my mother and my sister went to look for things. I stood up for 1 hour, (I think so?) My legs were hurting from standing too long. When I stood there, I looked around, watching people's behavior. I was unsatisfied with these people (village people), they always inconsiderate towards other people. There was someone parked the trolley in the middle of the way that people cannot walk and cause a pushing incident. LOL. There were too many stupidity going on here. I just can't bear to talk about it but it still in my head. 

Then, we went to send my sister to the National Library for her to do her PT3. She promised her friend that she would be there so that they can do their work together. I went home with my mother and I was assigned to (siang ikan), for three hours, I was in the bathroom. It was easy to do it in the bathroom, easy to wash. 

On the night, me and my youngest sister went to surau for solat terawih. It was fun and I hope that this year's Ramadhan be the meaningful one to me. I hope that I will be escaped from doing bad things and do more good things. Tomorrow is the first day of fasting and for all the muslims, good luck and wish you a Happy Ramadhan. In Shaa Allah!

Play Truant

My family went to watch a movie this morning at 12.00 a.m. We watched Transformers and since the movie was three hours long, it ended at 3 a.m. That's when I decided I don't want to go to school. We enjoyed the movie and My sisters and me were shocked to see Hangeng in that movie. He is so handsome. Hehe

Today my friends sent me a text message just as she arrived at her house. She said 4 Alfa didn't study today I don't know why but fortunately I didn't come. Also It's finally rain!!!!! For the past months, the rain didn't come down so it was really hot! Alhamdulillah I hope this rain continue to pour down everyday.

Today's Story

The main reason I went to school today was to collect my physics and pend islam papers. But the teachers didn't come and I was like 'what??!!!! I shouldn't have come today'. I know that I cannot say something like that as a student but I was having a migraine. I cannot do my work properly and It was best for me to rest at home. 

There was nothing to do at school today just learn the new topic for maths and discuss our papers for BM, really that's all. I also enjoyed myself at school with my friends, I joked around and laughed, gossip and all that. It's worth a lot. 

When the time to get back home, I waited for my friend because her class ended 30 minutes after my class. Actually my class also have to go back the same time as theirs but the teacher on the last period was so kind that she let us out early so I have to wait for my friend. Then, we went home and we had to walk under the sun, it was like a torture to me because of my migraine, it went worse. 

As soon as I got home, I took a shower and I took a nap for 4 hours. When I woke up, my head felt a lot better. I just ate a burger and it was really delicious, it's been a long time since I ate burger.

Sad and Satisfied

Firstly, I was sad when I get my result. Well I don't know if I deserve it or not. But for my Addmath I think I deserve to get a D, yeah that's what I get and I expected it because I didn't revise enough. I have to increase my effort. 

After the assembly, I have a Biology class and we got the paper. I get C, truthfully this year is the worst year of my life. People will think that form 4 is a honeymooning, but for me it's not. I think this year, I have migraine a lot compared to last year's. I was stressed. After getting the mark for biology, I have headache. It's a usual thing happen to me, if I get shock, I can get a fever. But tomorrow I want to go to school, hope that my headache never bother me tomorrow. 

Today, I was supposed to do my duty as a librarian but I decided not to because I have headache. I cannot stand doing all the works alone. Monday is the day I am the most tired. I'm afraid that I will faint. LOL I never faint before in my life. 

I have told a bad story and now I will tell you a good one. I got A for my BM and Math.