How To Become A Better Me

We cannot expect everything to always go our way. There are pros and cons in everything. Always think positive and hope that Allah will ease everything.

I learnt that cara penerimaan orang terhadap sesuatu teguran tu lain. Memang rasa malu tapi teguran dan kritikan perlu diterima. Saya faham kita semua ada ego masing-masing. We have to accept people’s opinion towards us. That’s how we get to be a better person. In other words, muhasabah diri selalu tapi berpada-pada because it can demotivate you. Saya pun ada ego saya dan saya juga sangat malu bila ada orang tegur pasal kesalahan kita. Tapi, kalau tak terima kritikan, macam mana kita nak perbaiki diri kita. Personaliti kita? Orang kena terima kita the way we are? Tak semua, kalau perangai kita semua orang tak suka, jangan expect semua orang nak terima kita seadanya dengan perangai buruk tu. Kita yang kena berubah, bukannya orang lain yang kena berubah disebabkan kita seorang.

I just wanted to share how people that have commitment other than studying, it was hard to manage our time. Basically, my work is to take care of students of my college. I enjoy taking care of them. They are like my own sisters. I have a responsibility and commitment in my university. Responsibility, berat kan? Kita yang sekadar mendengar dan melihat perkataan ini pun terasa berat. Sekarang kita ada tanggungjawab sebagai anak dan pelajar. Itu pun kita dah rasa berat. Apalah perasaan mak ayah kita yang membesarkan kita selama ni? Amanah lagi? Berat2…. 

Saya bersyukur kerana diberi peluang untuk memegang jawatan yang saya anggap agak tinggi dalam sebuah organisasi yang tugasnya adalah setiap hari dan bukan pada waktu ada event sahaja kita perlu terllibat. Dengan melibatkan diri dalam organisasi, kita dapat belajar cara menguruskan event dan kita dapat menimba pengalaman dalam menjaga perihal pelajar yang banyak kerenah. Dengan penglibatan ini, saya menjadi lebih matang. I love how it builds me to be a better me. I have friends that supports me because they went through the same thing. I have a friend that has a big responsibility than me, he had to manage the whole university in the state. I salute him for his maturity and how he manage his time, also how he solve problems. I like his opinions on everything that I ask. Its just that he is the only one that commits to his responsibility. I dont see others doing their work. Geram pulak bila cakap pasal ni. There's more to this. Friend is friend but work is work. In other words, be professional. When we are too kind, people will take advantage on us. That's what happened to my friends. Its okay, its their personality, I respect them, I will always support and help them. (Cakap banyak kali tak dengar, hmmmm nak buat macam mana, baik sangat, nak tegur banyak2 kali pun rasa bersalah)

Selalulah fikir benda yang terjadi ni ada hikmahnya. Ada sebab Allah bagi kita ujian macam ni. Jangan lupa semua ni adalah ujian bagi kita dan pada Allah lah kita perlu minta pertolongan. Minta permudahkan dan minta kuatkan dan cekalkan hati kita untuk tempuh segala dugaan yang Allah bagi. This must always be in our doa.