Finished SPM, now work!

I finished SPM, I took 10 subjects all of it. I hope I can get straight A's, really, I did my best, it was better than my trial. Anyway, I am going to take my driving lesson and continued on my blog project. Actually, before the exam start, I did a part time job at my father's workplace. I finished my work really fast and I just got my pay yesterday. If I want to continue my part time job, I can go there and continue my service. LOL. Also now, I am helping my father make his new book, I stayed up late last night to correct the formatting. It was really tiring. I also make book covers with my sister. We ended up did a lot of it, it was really enjoying and I am looking forward to make a new one for my father's book next edition. Now, off to do my project.Wassalam.

Tired and Annoyed

The teacher will never stop giving us homework.My hands also won't stop working. I am tired with all these but I had to endure it because this is my SPM year. No pain no gain! Last Friday, the chairman of PIBG came to our class and asked us why we didn't paint our class new. "Okay, where is the money?" I wanted to say that to him but of course it's rude. He gave us RM 50 and do you think that value is enough to buy a can of paint? After he said that our class is not so beautiful and also said that other class is better than ours, we decided to give all out on the class. My allowance need to be increased. After this our class must be the most beautiful and cheerful in the whole school. 

Dilemma? = (

I miss writing on my blog. It's been a long time since I last updated my blog. I was going to update my blog on my first day of school of 2015 but it didn't happen because I was soooo busy! I have to do my homework and do my duty as the chairman (pengerusi) of my school library. And of course this year I have a very important exam that is SPM. I hope that I will get a good result and get a scholarship. 

Last year, I was appointed as the chairman of the library based on the majority vote done by all the librarians. Actually, I expected that this was going to happen. I always thought that the teacher wanted someone else to be the leader. That was my problem until now. I always think of the small matters that only bothers me, I also didn't know whether it was true or not. My father gave me an advice not to think or take seriously about what others talk about me, 'I am the president so I don't give a damn about what other people talk about me'. I hope that I am like that and didn't bother about everything else and just do my work. 

My wish is to bring the library to a whole new level with new system that I create so that my batch always get praised by our juniors. When I am doing something, I set a high goal and make sure to reach that goal. I want to be a perfect leader to the librarians and show to my juniors how we do our work and hoping that they will also follow our steps. Among my friends who are the committee members of the library, I am most uncomfortable with my secretary, he does his work perfectly and he is one of the excellent student that I admire, he didn't even need tuition and yet he scores in exam. That's what I lack but I always think that everyone has their own potential. Whenever I make a decision, I decide based on their decision too. My secretary scolded me that I took four hours to reply his message. I replied him back saying that my phone doesn't have internet connection and how was I supposed to reply his message. Furthermore, my family always travel and like I said my phone doesn't have internet connection and all they can do is to give me SMS. Because of that I felt guilty until now and I always think what other way can I be a good leader to them. This is what I think "How can a leader teach others yet the leader ownself makes mistake". Please don't condemn me, this is how I naturally think.

The most important thing is that everyone knows that I seldom smile and I am an antisocial person. I am trying to overcome that and become more brave in facing people. I believe that people succeed is because they are brave. I am going to hold on to that.

By the way, I am going to post more after this since I am alone at home. My sisters were all gone to boarding school, a better school. I always long for them. That is why I'm going to write more.